yesterday i had a gun pointed at my face, so now i’m going to buy a gun because this baton i have isn’t gonna be enough.

today my ferret bit my foot. this caused a huge chain of unfortunate events which lead to my nose bleeding.

1. ferret bit my foot while i was laying in bed with raven
2. i kneed raven in the crotch in order to get my foot away from sherman
3. raven reflexed and elbowed me in the nose
4. nose started bleeding

this is how my life usually goes.

and i haven’t had a decent night of sleep without waking up due to nightmares of having my teeth chipped and knocked out of my mouth, seeing the people i love around me die in front of me and just remembering things that i want to forget.

i just want a full night of sleep.

so i got fucked over again. this time with my taxes. my mom fucked up on them somehow, so now i have to wait 6 more fucking weeks until i get my tax money. things start to look up a little bit, then they get knocked so far down that i’m practically crawling on my hands and knees in order to make ends meet.

today i am pill sick and my head hurts, i’m working on writing a paper about how marijuana should be legalized and it’s coming along pretty well.

i am sad and there is a dog staring at me. maybe he can sense my emotions.

today was okay because i bought some weed from a new guy and shit is dank and i told him it was my birthday and he only charged me $15 and gave me waaaaay more than $20 worth but today also made me sad because some guy rolled down his window and called raven and i faggots and threatened to kick our asses if we didn’t stop looking at him but i wasn’t even looking at him, so fuck him because he’s a hater (not a part of ryans family) and he was a fat hick. speaking of ryan, i saw him and keri today. ravens family got me a birthday cake, and i haven’t gotten a birthday cake since i was 14, so needless to say, i had a pretty good birthday.